God i suck

in which fears are realized

Yeah.. so collin got drunk. And... made out with Jenny, for the most part, not Gemma, from what I understand. That's fucked up. Lost your disgretion indeed.

Apparently collin tried to kiss nandi for about an hour.. she didn't let him. So this pretty much just goes to show she didnt have anything to drink (not saying that she would have let him if she were drunk, but.. well, i dont know what i am saying, but.. its not that).. but i must wonder how she felt about all of this.

But, I don't feel any anger at collin towards nandi. Because... well, I have no right to. I had made myself clear on the fact that we liked each other and would possibly date at some time in the future, but he also made himself clear to give him 24 hours notice, literally and figuratively. So I staked no official claim, so to speak. But try it sober, and I'll fucking deck you.